I hope everyone I’ve grown around on this site in the past is doing considerably well with the absence I’ve taken.  It was much longer than anticipated but I’ll catch anyone up to date who cares to be caught up.  To start, my life isn’t as picture perfect as anything comparable, something less than that; undetermined.  I’ve been through the ringer, I’ve said hello to those you won’t come to know.  I’ve said goodbye to more than I thought I had to start with.  The summer is here so that means work until I combust.  Work is slow, actually nonexistent at the moment.  I’m trapped in delaware right now working shitty side jobs just to pay for my All Good Festival tickets for July.  This is the epitome of happiness to me, so with that being said you now have me on record claiming happiness. Joke, I swear.  I saw Brand new this summer and it was probably better than watching your childs birth.  I broke my finger starting fist fights verse the wall, (in my backyard. heh).  This means no guitar for awhile which is causing irrevocable damage to my mental state.  At the end of the day I want you to know nothing more than I am growing, I’m shaping, I’m learning, I’m living.  Now take note that some aren’t spot on with the claim I’m making.  I miss you all, even the ones who don’t know I am here.  I’ve lost touch with my lovely tumblr entities and I want you all back.  I also realized the other day while looking through old posts and I can’t even stand half of the shit you all let me post.  Know that I’m over being that kid, and I’m now something you’d learn to hold on to, if only you could remember to remember.  I also called my ex girlfriend the otehr day and left a sappy msg for her, if she ever gets around to reading it.  I still feel the burn from that one but I love her too much to let life silence and lock it up tight while time destroys it more and more until it’s no longer mine to own anymore.  I am a sap but you are beautiful.